I miss my student life

I really miss my student life. No financial pressure, no need to worry about kids.... The only thing I need to concentrate is my study and have fun after the exam.
I am thinking to take another degree for my next career qhwn my baby can go to preschool. Here is some option which I am interested in :
1. Oriental medicine and acupuncture
2. Accounting
3. Finance
4. Engineering again
5. Others
Any good suggestion for a good career?

I do not know what I want !

Sigh~ It's been 4 months already to be a full time mom and housewife. I think time really flies. Actually I am kind of hesitate to find the job since I know it's hard to find the job like my previous job with a great manager. I want to find a job that I can balance my life, my family and my work. But you know for engineer, it sounds impossible unless you are really lucky or you would like to go for super low pay.
Another reason is my daughter. She has not been to the nanny place for 4 months and I believe she is not used to go there now. Even though the nanny is nice but still it's different from nanny and mother. The nanny won't pay lots attention to her since she has to take care more than one baby.
I am also afraid that if I do not go for a job now , it's gonna hard for me to find the job in the future. And what I am going to do in the future? I need money to retire, not even mention about now. But the thing is I do not even know I like engineer or not any more. When I study for it, I know once I graduate, I can fins a good job with good pay. Also, I also wanna try to fulfill my older brother's dream. I've never think of I like it or not. I do not hate it, but I do not really love it. The engineering is not the one I really love which I will go for a lot of books and info and try to increase my knowledge. Well, I like to cook so I will go online and search lots of info and try to find the great recipe. For engineering, I only do that when my job requires me to do so.
Money! Money! Money! Even going back to the school requires money...

9 month

We bought the walker for baby when she was 9 month old. In the beginning, I was kind of hesitate buying it since most people do not recommend it. But I grew up in Taiwan and every baby has a walker. No body has problem on it. I think I just need to keep an eye on my baby every time she uses it.
In fact, she loves it and learn how to walk forward the next day. The very first day she got it, she only knew backup. She kept backing up and it's really funny to watch her. I do not expect she learns to walk fast. I just want to give her another toy and make her happy. :) I love you, baby!

Pumpkin Bread

I made the pumpkin bread for the breakfast since I feel the bread price keeps going up... Every week I spend about 10 dollars on breakfast bread. Since now I become full time housewife. I think I need to show my hubby how good housewife I am by making the bread. The left bread which covers with cheese is chicken breast and mushroom flavor. The right hand side bread which covers with parsley is chicken breast with green/yellow/red pepper and cheese. The recipe is from CL and the bread tastes really soft. Very easy and yummy. Try it when you have time.

Baby Sick

Today I took my baby to see the doctor since she caught a cold. Sigh~ It's so tiring. She is underweight already and since she catches a cold, it's even worse. Almost every time we feed her, she vomits even the medicine. Now I realize how great mom is. You can not get sick and have to work 24 hrs a day and 7 days a week to take care the baby. I tell myself that I do not have right to get sick. I need to take care my baby.
I do not have a lot of patient but for my baby, I think I improve a lot. Sometimes I really get mad when she refuses to eat but I try to control myself. Patience! Patience! Patience! I really wish my baby can get better and gain more weight. I need to be strong to help my baby become stronger.